This disease is going to drive me insane. How can one have so many "bad days" where you just feel as though you are going to heaven any minute. And then you'll have one good day in the middle of all of it where you feel as though you are not sick at all? Anyone else have this rollercoaster effect? AGRGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! By, the way I just try to really enjoy the few days when I feel good. Don't want to overdo it though, and that looming feeling is always there.