I am feeling really guilty because I am letting my family down. Everything about this DD is just messing up my life. I can't keep a clean house, no matter how hard I try. I have to force myself to cook and alot of times, My family eat sandwiches. I have been accused of having Bi-polar because of these mood swings. My kids and my husband were upset with me tonight because I just did not want to cook. They thought that I did not want to cook because I was not hungry and was not thinking of them. I do get tunnel vision from time to time and just forget, but I am just soooooooooooooo sick of dishes and cooking and cleaning! I am just wore out! I would rather go without eating for 2 or 3 days than to have to walk over to that stove or sink. By the time I am done cooking or cleaning, all I want to do is pass out. I guess I am just venting, but man...... I just wish everyone would just lay off of me. I don't tell too many about this DD and I use to be so full of energy and I guess they still think I am. My family knows, but still think that the simple things in life, like cooking, should not be such a great feat. It is to me though. I just feel like a worthless mom and wife. I feel like I am allowing this DD to take over. I fight it by staying active, but I have to start being active in the morning or I'll be laying around all day. By the end of the day though, I am wore out. I have thought about naps and I have tried them, but my mind goes 90 to nothing and I can't hardly sleep at night, much less the day time. Do any of you just feel overwhelmed like this sometimes?