Hi all. I am having a hard time right now. I'm not hurting to bad from the fibro and I have energy thanks to the generic ritalin, but I am feeling so lonely and lost. I woke up excited because I could take the bandage off of my thumb (I cut it halfway down and though the fingernail-It is really bad) and it wasn't hurting too bad. So, I started to clean house. I mean REALLY clean. I have scrubbed the stainless steel so it actually looks like stainless steel, instead of big dog slobber and kid prints. I am also doing laundry. I am actually folding it and putting it away instead of letting it pile up somewhere. I was feeling really great about myself. Then it hit me like a ton of books. The dryer vent hose came loose and started spraying lint into the house. I turned off the dryer and just stared at it and started crying. It hit me that I am completely alone. If the dryer started a fire I wouldn't have anyone to stay with or anyone to talk to about it. I really have no one to call. I am estranged from my alcoholic and abusive family. My father actually left me a voicemail last week calling me all sorts of names. I am going to file a police report and have all known numbers he could call me from blocked from calling me. It is so bad I am actually considering changing my and my son's names. So here I am. Alone in a house that I am having to sue the people I bought it from because of mold. A house I never would have bought if I knew my ex-husband was going to, well, be a big lying sack of jerk. An unemployed single mother of 1 kid, 2 giant dogs, a puppy, and two kittens. With bills stacked sky high thanks to the jerk. Sorry for my rant. I am just feeling really lonely and lost right now.