I have CFS/FM(at least that is the diagnosis for now until everything else is ruled out). I am pretty much housebound but I at least can get out of bed. About three months ago my girlfriend of 8 years cheated on me multiple times and then broke up with me. I know that she is spending a lot of time with the guy that she cheated on me with.... A lot of it had to do with my ilness and in recent months before the cheating I had become a little bit depressed so I wasn't trying as much to get myself better, but how can someone do this? I could never do that to someone. Especially because of them having an illness. If anything it would draw me closer to them because I am the type that when I love someone, I share their pain. I just feel so terrible because she was my soulmate and everything to me. I just don't know what to do with myself these days. I am still much in love with her and would give anything to have her back. I truely hate this illness. Thanks to anyone reading this.