I am just sitting here crying....feeling sorry for myself. My body is screaming in pain nearly all the time now. There's always so much to do with dh gone all the time and my 2 small kids. I haven't been sleeping well at all because anxiety is keeping me up. Our money situation sucks and I am trying so hard to help where I can (selling on Ebay) but my body hurts so much, i can't sit for long. My tremors get so bad I can't put together any of my pieces (I make jewelry) and some of them have to be re-done because I was shaking and couldn't line thig sup properly. I feel so small, so pathetic, so weak and useless. I feel the walls closing in on me and I just sit here and cry which is stupid because I have sooo much to do...I don't have time to be sitting here. I am sure I'll snap out of this at some point...I hope...but for now, I am just crying.