How do you deal with the feeling that you can't commit to anything because you have become totally unreliable? I don't know from day to day, or even morning to afternoon if I will be functioning or in bed. How on earth am I supposed to live like this?????????????? Also, I am feeling frustrated as certain "friends" seem to no longer have any use for me, now that I am "useless" to them. I seem to have become persona non grata because I can no longer do things for them. I know that just shows who my real friends are, and how shallow those friendships were, but it HURTS. I feel like I've been caught up in a whirlwind and everything that gave me value and made me who I am has basically been stripped away. Just taking a shower or baking a cake wipes me out! How am I supposed to live like this?