feely really bad.

Discussion in 'Spirituality/Worship' started by sixtyslady, May 2, 2006.

  1. sixtyslady

    sixtyslady Member

    please pray for me I"M feeling really bad today. I"m in alot of pain and so nervous.and then I start searching to see what I did different the last couple of days. and I can"t figure it out, and that makes me more disstressed.
    I feel like my whole spine is electrified. I"ve been prayer since last nite, please could someone stand in argreement with me. God Bless, sixtyslady
  2. dejovu

    dejovu New Member

    Prayers and gentle hugs from Idaho. Sounds like a good day for meditation and do remember you are not alone.de
  3. morningsonshine

    morningsonshine New Member

    Lord, i stand in agreement with sixtyslady, please comfort her and be with her. I pray you peace would flood over her and calm her anxiety, and over active nervous system. I come against pain in the name of Jesus. Lord, hear her prayers and hearts cry, calm and sooth her mind and thoughts.
    In Jesus's name
    Amen
  4. Asatrump

    Asatrump New Member

    Special prayers as I can feel how scared you are. Our bodies are so unreliable, and often there is no explaining things.
    I had weeks of what I shall call an electric episode, maybe 15 years ago. It started in my feet and felt like a high voltage vibration. It scared me into lying on the couch, and it would travel on up. It would happen a bunch of times a day.
    I recall thinking of calling the doctor, but that was before fms diagnosis. I thought, what can I tell him? I am not sick, that I have some weird electrical thing going on???
    I never did call. It lasted several weeks. It does the worry part of the brain no good either. But, it finally ceased and never came back again.
    Since then I have traded that for various other things that I don't bother even mentioning to the doctor.
    My last visit (I go every 3 months) he asked how I had been since my last visit. I recall saying, I puked the new year in, knee, foot, and went on..... he stopped writing and looked up and said: When are you opening camp???? Another words he heard absolutely nothing of what I said, so why even bother.
    I just spent nine months of total misery with my knee. It felt like it would catch, bending was awful, getting up and down, etc. Then it lessened, and after about two weeks of a little less each day it went away. Why? I have no idea. FMS seems to travel and create havoc , and I trade one problem for another. You are not alone sweetie. I wish there were solutions and explanations, but reality tells me there usually are none.
    Now I feel like I have a lump on my spine. Sitting back hurts, I try to adjust pillows. Will I phone the doctor? No.... it would only mean horrible tests, specialists, time and money with no solution anyway.
    At the moment I am wondering how sick I will get if I catch what my daughter has... fever, vomiting/diarrhea for three days. She is at the MD office as I type, getting IV fluid, her husband stayed home. Yesterday he called me and I spent the day with her.
    Mothers know, when you get those calls, you just go and put yourself to the back of the line. She is 35.
    Sixtydady, I will pray for you today, many times in fact. I pray for all the posts made here on the board, and each day I try to concentrate really hard on one.
    I ask that the Lord give you a reprieve from the emotional stress of wondering what is wrong. I wish you to take a nap, and wake refreshed. I ask this in His name. Blessings dear one.
  5. sixtyslady

    sixtyslady Member

    I just want you to know how much it means that you guys would take time out to pray with me. I feel like we are all brothers and sister in Christ, and I know he hears our prayers and request as we offer them up to him.
    I praise God for this board and the comfort and strenght it has giving me.
    this past Jan I was in such bad shape, I didn"t think I could go on and I kept praying that God would send me someone to help, and my prayers where answered when I found this board . I pray daily for everyone, that our needs will be met and we will find peace and inproved health. Psalm 103;5 Who satisfieth thy mouth with good things;
    so that thy youth is renewed like the eagle,s.
    So I"m trying to put this to practice by eating whole foods and juicing, I have cut out all pre package foods and just eating all fresh foods.I ask God for wisdom and this was my answer,I feel. I pray for guidence and knowledge for all of us. God Bless all. Sixtyslady
  6. Asatrump

    Asatrump New Member

    YOU are NOT alone. I said I would pray for you many times today, I already have and will continue to do so. It is unfortunate we can not list emails, as I know you could use a friend.
    I have 10 email friends with fms. I got their names years ago on a different board. We are quite like family after all these years. It gives special assurance. And, there are some things only another fms understands. They validate my life, and I return it. We support each other no matter what.
    Please hang in there.
  7. fivesue

    fivesue New Member

    relief from your pain and peace for you mind.

    Hugs,
    Sue
  8. BLUEROSE7

    BLUEROSE7 New Member

    ((( Big Gentle Hugs 4 U )))

    Prayers going up for you!!

    May God Ease your Pain.

    Hugs & Prayers
    ~Bluerose~