It's been a year and a half since getting DX'd... Thing have been up and down for about 5 years now. Lately though I'm starting to feel as if the Fibro is winning.. I work a full time job, am married, have a 6 year old and a house... Between all of this it's really started to wear me out... I've been trying to save money but things fell apart when my wife sorta put too much on a few charge cards so now I'm stressed out over cash... I'd given up on doctors but am feeling so lousy from not sleeping and the muscle/joint pain, brain fog I'm thinking of going back. The problem is even with insurance, after my co-pay and the meds it's too much money. I'm only 27 (28 in September) but feel like I should be 60.. It stinks... I don't know what to do. I'm not a big fan of my current doctor but don't want to kill myself hunting down a doctor who will take this as an actual disease... I really wanted to try the FFC but with my cash problems now, it's not an option... Thanks for letting me vent... I need a nap but it's only 9:20am... 6 1/2 hours to go!!!