I am starting a new job tomorrow after not working for over a year. I had to quit my job because of FMS, and was then not offered a contract the next year. (I was an at-will employee, so everything was legal - grrr). I was so sick, and was literally in bed for almost 30 days straight - tried all different types of medication, etc. A lot of the problem at the time was the boss that I had, who told me that I was "a position, not a person." I had not realized how much all of this had affected me until tonight, as I get ready to start a new job - I am scared to death. While I want to work, and I am feeling so much better - I am so worried that I will get sick again, and I never want to get to that horrible, run-down place again. This job is in a different field, and we live in a different town, so I don't know why I can't talk myself out of this "funk." Has anyone else been in this predicament or have any words or wisdom or advice? Anything is appreciated! Thanks!