hi! can anyone tell me, am i the only one that is always in a FLARE? i read the posts here and it seems if i'm understanding it right is one feels pretty BAD most of the time and then comes a FLARE that lasts from days to weeks to months. will i ever come OUT of this FLARE? i'm not kidding i'm in so much pain!! its been at a 10 on the old pain scale since this all started last oct. 04. i cant sit,stand,walk,sleep shop,cook,clean, drive! my legs go numb,buzz,hurt,tingle,sharp stabbing pain 24/7 my low & mid. back burns so bad! my neck hurts i cant sleep! my arms go numb/tingle shooting pain & when i wake up my legs& arms are totally numb and hurt. plus i feel like i have the flu everyday no lie!!! ive had MRI'S to rule out MS. i've tried methadone/morphine and they make me so sick!! im on oxycodone/neurontin but only makes it i guess livable if you can call it that! anyway so sorry i guess i needed to vent!!! plus ive been sick on top of the reg. sick!! just really need to know am i alone? i dont seem to get any relief! like i said before i'm sorry but i dont have anyone to talk to and i mean anyone to talk to! i'm 42 female married 2 teenagers that love me but they dont and i guess cant understand! well goodnight thanks for listening,GOD BLESS! HUGS! BLKKAT p.s do i sound nuts?