I wrote earlier about getting the disability without a hearing.Well, I will get 30 months backpay and only 297.00 dollars a month. They want to take out 88.40 a month for insurance. I am 57 years old so I can't draw my x-husband's SS until I am 62 and that is only if I don't remarry. I stayed home and raised my children until they were teenagers.My hubby didn't pay in SS on me all the time. Even though I worked after he left and paid in SS I just bearly qualified. I feel somewhat cheated - punished for the years I stayed home and was a mother. Now if I need a man's help to support me I would have to live with a man,and not marry him, to be able to draw what little money is alloted to me. What a jolt. Reality has set in.Just wanted to share.