I actually had a friend turn me on to this site. I have tried everything i can think of. I am 22 years old and I have suffered from depression and eatting disorders since i was 15 years old. AT age 16 i got down to 90 pounds I was almost dead. I got pregnant with my life savor at 17 and got married. Turned out my husband was a drug user, he started hitting me and telling me how sorry I was. I new I had to push on I had son to think about. There was days where I wanted to die. Well I meet my husband now he is so good to me that is why I am so confussed on why my depression is getting worse everyday I cant keep a job or start my dreams all I want to do is stay in bed. I have a great family now. I have went as far as cutting my own wrist luckly my husband was home and got me to the hospital. He trys to help me but he is confussed and dont know what to do for me. I think i am hopeless.