Feeling better after trip to Florida to relax. I kept eye on friends little girl in exchange for cost I added to trip. I did go one day to Disney (Dr suggested a wheelchair) but even with sitting more than walking (leaning on childs stroller as if walker when we moved between rides) I still could not stand in lines. So I rotated sitting, standing, stretching and rubbing tiring leg muscles while they were in lines. But the sunshine was good and warm weather seemed to relax some muscles. Also got to watch birds which always helps me refocus. Had to do two days of chilling out at the pool and condo playing board games to recover but all in all was a Great Vacation. Lots of stress reduction and able to sleep in until medication wore off before starting any activity. Got lots of water arobic excercise. I found I could get into the water and do things like squatting up and down that I could not do on dry ground. Did walking in the pool with water resistance helping me stretch the arches out and lift me up after squatting while I simply helped the little girl rise to the service. She also did some spring boarding off my legs as I squatted. Relaxed and fun with a 5 year old. Back here to the snow and chill setting into muscles. Seems weather does effect things.But doing mental pitures of the vacation to help me relax again here. Somehow my attitude toward family & friends who don't understand seems different now. Trying to stay positive. I just know some how somewhere things will improve. Now I am trying to get as much done as possible before having to stop and then get going again. On vacation I noticed if I was just allowed to sit, lay or stand and give attention to sore muscles I could recover from a slump in energy. Also got to sleep better even though I shared the bedroom with the 5 year old. Back home now and with a little more energy to tackle issues.