I've been trying to get alone without meds for about two months now. I simply can not afford the $80 a month. I realize depression and anxiety are medical conditions, but need to somehow find a way to deal with the illness without doctors and medications. Living in the North East part of the US I also have all the dark, cold weather to deal with as well. I'm hoping that by reaching out to others that are dealing with the same problems I will find some peace.