Sometimes I dunno how I do it...I guess this is more of a rant, but last night I went to bed and my left leg was hurting a little, but nothing like when I woke up this morning. It's hard to even walk and go up and down the stairs--my doctors have told me this is actually due to my hip and I have something called "bursitis." I just dunno how to make it through the day and go to work, be happy around other, etc. It's driving me insane. Plus painkillers don't help. I know I sound pathetic. But I am just so tired of acting "normal."