I got diagnosed with FMS in early 2006. I saw a rheumatologist for a couple years, then saw an anesthesiologist and a physical therapist who both really destroyed my trust in medical professionals. It has been over six months since I have seen any medical professional for treatment of my severe fibro/ME. My pain has only gotten worse, so I am seeing a neurologist this coming week. I'm wondering if y'all could give me some suggestions for "starting over" with a new doctor and all of that. I am not taking any medication for pain or sleep; I am only taking birth control and a beta blocker for low blood pressure. I know I need to discuss the possibility of getting a prescription for Lunesta, and I want to try to get a referral for a massage therapist (it is covered by my insurance), but I'm not sure how to ask for some pain medication without sounding like a drug seeker.