I don't know why I can't stop crying and feeling so mopey and sad. I have been trying hard to stay happy and all. I know that I am hurting and just ultra sensitive. The fibro has been really bad and I frustrated that I thought I was feeling better then the change in weather is really affecting me a lot, then I just really lonely too. I am in counseling now and will be starting group counseling as that is all they have out here that I can get for free. I am unqualified for Medi-Cal and STILL no word on SSI. I did call about it, and they said December 28, and if I don't hear anything by then they said to call back. For counseling I prefer one on one BUT can't afford that. With no money coming in at all for the last 6 months has been really rough. Physically with the weather all over the place, one minute it 40 degrees and the next few days it is 90 degrees, is just driving my pain high and wild. Anyway encouraging words would be great.