Got the email yous were wondering about me. I am still barely hanging in here. Was just told by surgeon it will take me at least another eight weeks to start feeling some relief from my neck surgery back on Oct.31st. I am having a real hard time this holiday which I have never had before in my life. I am still waiting for Ssdi to give me an answer. If not will get a lawyer I have seen advistise for FM and CFS patients. I am now on psyc meds twice a day and if I don't take them I can't funtion or even know what to do next's. My husband has been sick with this flu or bad cold and just got him four meds for it and it is trying on me since he won't let me out of his sight. Well going to bed so thanks for thinking of me take care. and Happy Holidays from ellie and I sure pray to God all the time. I will try to write again soon.