Me and my husband went to walmart this evening. I had told him I needed to get out I have been feeling very blue today. So we went to the mall and walmart. It is very rainy and cold and dismal outside which does not help the moods, but we went. Ran into an old highschool friend who I have not seen in probably 3 years. Anyway she asked how I was and you know the normal answer would be fine, you? Well I could not even get it out of my mouth and here came the tears! The more I tried to explain, that I was sorry for breakin' down the more I wanted to just bawl! I told her I had been sick, depressed, and that the more I try to talk the worse it gets. She understood somewhat without going into any details with her as she lost a baby several years ago. She knows about depression and such. We exchanged #s and hugged and are going to meet for lunch one day. They walked off and I still could not get the tears under control. My husband is patting my back and trying to comfort me, I am apologizing for doing this, and feel real embarrassed and ready to check into a mental hospital! I hate this!!!!!!!!!!!