One of my daughters has told me that I also need to be tested for this Epstein virus thing, sounds like something from the old sitcom show back about 20 years ago, Welcome back Carter, where Epstien would always have a note from his mother. I'd like to get a note for this DD. I'm having a harder time dealing with it the past couple of days. Maybe it's the holidays, maybe the fact that it's the holidays and I'm still out of work, and haven't heard a thing back from the SS people, that’s going on 6 weeks now. I want to just blow up, it is really wearing on me something terrible. I need to work, working makes me forget that I hurt, working makes feel safe, that's all I have ever done is work. I have a family to support I can’t be laid up like this, I can’t stand to laid up for nothing, heck when I’d get sick as child I’d hide somewhere in the house where it was dark and where I could just get over it. I want to get over this DD, I can't walk downstairs in my owen house with out a lot of pain, I'm getting sick of taking all those damn pills just to make it thru the day or to fall asleep at night. My hands don't hurt to much to type this but this isn't how I earn a living. Well sorry for the whinning, and as my kids say do you want some chesse to go with that wine.