hi all ive been awarded disability again but this time for only two years, that really bugged me! ive only claimed twice and been awarded twice but i felt soo under the microscope it made me really ill and paranoid ive decided its just not worth claiming again. im not going to use the money for a mobility car like ive done last time but instead i will buy the best car i can afford and hope it lasts for after my money stops being paid. i know they have been out to watch me as ive received a letter which mentioned 'the manner in which i walk' but what seriously bugs me is we have this counciller with a counciller husband and counciller brother. she claims full rate mobility and care and works as a lollipop lady plus my husband has seen her run with her arms full of shopping!!! the injustice of it, and they were called out to watch on me!! anybody else looking forward to not having the benefit? i feel tagged or labelled. dont get me wrong the money has come in really handy and the car a god send and my blue badge and tax tisc ive been so grateful for. i just feel like i have something hanging over me.