i dont know what it is unless my seritonin and all is messed up or what??? but i am in so much pain that it literally makes me not want to be around anyone. my mom lost her place in katrina and lives w/ us now- andi can bearly be civil to her ... whats wrong with me??? its like i have no other feelings except pain. and i feel so out of control- like if something bad happened right in front of me- i wouldnt feel anything- but pain!!! this cant be normal.