My ex husband has cancer which is now in his lungs and near his heart. He still gets around but needs oxygen. I have major depression and am trying to do all i can to keep my head above water. I am soooooo worried what i am going to do when he gets worse. I won't put him in hospice. They come to our home to help.(We're together) I thank God for them! But can't help thinking if I will be able to deal with what comes next. I love him very much and want the best for him.