Wouldn't it be wonderful to have it all but if I had to choose I think it would be wisdom, even if it is through trials of health that we can learn. I went to the surgeon today from the failed surgery wens. before last. Time has been difficult since then as I had no idea who, what or the problem would be addressed. Dealing with unknown factors is a personal problem for me; having this procedure with nothing but pure-dee suck up strngth will be difficult. Please pray that this time I can endure to get the wire locator (in my r. breast) in the breast so my surgeon can remove the possible carcinoma. He ofered to transfer me to CTRC, or another really good hospital in SA but I do think this minor and want to be home. He is giving me a sedative of sorts this trip around; that may be enough. I pray for you folks and for those out there living in this physical condition and having not the info we have. I truly believe if we know what is happening, what is to happen next opens our minds to grasp the truth and with the help of our higher power, endure. My daughter received a really pretty pic in the mail yesterday and she showed it to me. It asked for money to feed poor people in USA. Having worked the last two years prior to my "condition", I worked in a sleezy red-light district in Austin, Tx. at a 7-eleven. We have many come in panhandling and I could just have shook the folks who did not understand that those pimps and their whores were not looking for a "hot dog"...they wanted beer, wine. Well, beging the aggressor I used to be, I would bust them. The old women who pushed the cart, I would buy her soup or whatever and let her eat. We have so many in this country to help. If you see someone needing and deserving. Simple. Do what you can do. If it is a can of soup, hot dog whaterer. Well got a call. Love CactusLil'