I need some serious help here. I am having really bad panic attacks. It is waking me up at night. I went to the doctor and took Lexapro and it made me worse and I missed 3 days of work. She then gave me Zoloft and I am too scared to take it. I have taken a very small piece of Lorazepam that I have and I was fine other then I felt a little shaky before I was to take more. Once I took it I was fine. I took it a last night and I felt awful but I think I had siked myself up so I was already in a state of panic before I took it. To top this all off we are suppose to leave for vacation on Thursday and I know that is not helping me at all. I am almost to the point of begging my husband not to go. I have never been this bad, I have had times of anxiety/depression but it would go away and I would be fine for quite a few months. Sometimes even a good cry is helpful but I can't seem to have one. Any help is greatly appreciated.