I can barely take care of my kids if that is what you call what I am doing. I can't stand for more than a few seconds. Stairs are tourture. My arms hurt just typing this. My body is totally failing me and no one can tell me what is wrong with me. My family would be much better off without me. I need to take my son to and from pre-school today and I'm afraid to drive. I can barely change the babys diapers, and i have been yelling at all three of them all morning. They don't deserve this. There is no money to hire help, and there is no family who seem to really understand what is going on. I am so scared and alone.