I need someone to calm me down. No mad, well maybe but it comes out bawling instead. I have really been getting bad the last few months. We have had some people get fired, then some leave. Anyway most of the rest of us have been doing the phones. It is getting hard for me to multi task and be presentable on the phone and still know what i'm doing. The other day I went blank completely and couldn't remember how to answer so i finally just said hello. Went to my immediate supervisor (Should have known better) and tried to explain to him it was hard for me to do the phones. Even offered to take back a job he had asked someone else to help me with if I could just get a let up on the phones. I have been here 12 years and there are so many things i could request with this disease and i never have. One of the gals that just joined this year sometime, gets busy and sits there and lets the phone ring off the hook. Was i wrong on my request. What can I do now? Can't go to the boss now.(Which i should have done in the 1st place) Just wanting some ideas maybe so I can at least quit bawling. Never said he would try or nothing, just told me not to answer on the 1st ring. Never offered to talk to the rest of them or anything. He can be so cold sometimes. thanks for letting me vent.