I don't know what I should dp anymore. Twice I have taken medication for depression, twice I have thought I was better, and twice I have had it come back even worse then before. No one out there seems to understand, or even care. If I try to tell someone, they think I'm a nut, and never talk to me again. I have no friends, none. I'm alone. Sometimes I wake up and think what's the point of getting out of bed. I have no life at all. All I do is go to work and go home. I have no friends. No one who I can turn to. No one who cares. Part of the reason I think I'm like this is because of my own family. The worst are girls. I remember being laughed at when I was younger if I tried asking one out in school. Everyone of them. Sometimes I wake up and don't even know where I am because I had a nightmare or something from what happened to me at a certain point in my life. What I hate the most is that some people think it's funny. I wish someone out their would care, I really do. I think I could do better if I had a close friend, not just a co-worker who I tallk to once in awhile. I wish I could be the center of attention for a change. Not just someone you get to when you feel like it. I'm so alone, I hate my life.