Dear everyone, I wish you would add a few words (just a few would be enough I guess...) in your prayer and pray for me. Recently I'm not OK. The feeling of helpless keeps disturbing me terribly. My mind always criticizes for many things and people. It never happened before. My life seems to maintain in this way forever. I do pray a lot. My friend told me "God's answer could be meeting our requests, or altering our mind to the original problems". But I can say neither of them happens. And i truly know what HELPLESS means this time. I always think I pray in a wrong way. So I would like to ask sincerely for your help. Happiness/Joy is almost impossible and luxurious to me, so I just want to have a short, very short moment of calm and peace. I have to say that again, I'm not asking for happiness or any practical thing. Just a 5-10 minutes calm and peace. Thank you everyone. Wish everyone well.