Well, here is another painful night. I sit here and everytime I get up I hurt. Everytime I think about working come Monday morning I get so friggin' depressed. I hurt so bad. Sometimes I don't think I will make it thru the day! I would like to be able to get on disability, but I don't know. Me and my husband are not in the financial position for me to quit. I know some of you are reading me whine and saying I am just another quitter. I am not a quitter I just feel like I need to let my body heal. I honestly don't know how much longer I can hold out. What should I do? How did some of you all do it? I mean, is there a point you just give in and give up? Did you have to go assistance to make it? Do you just ask the doctor to help you get on disabilty? Will the docs help? I feel like I am in a no win situation. Something has GOT to give!!!!!!!!!!!!!