sorry to let you all down, I messed up and smoked 8 cigs today. I have slept about a total of 2 hours in the last 2 days. Went to the doc. and got meds for sleep, and hopefully they will also keep the depression away...antidepressants (they are also supposed to give you energy, bu they put me to sleep...weird) Anyway! don't give up on me yet...cigs...the last of them will be gone tomorrow, and I won't buy more...I'll keep my patch on..and hang in there...HOW CAN I NOT??? YOU GUYS ARE ROOTING FOR ME!! ((((SMILE))) AND I WILL REMEMBER THAT TOO! LOVE YA! Going beddy bye now...and I so hope I sleep for real tonite! Work is REALLLY tough when yu have no sleep time! sumbuni God Bless!