I havent been around for a week or two, because going through a rough time with everything in my life. The new job I started a couple weeks ago, I couldnt handle it any longer, it caused flares, and I missed too much work, I just couldnt do it anymore. Again I am looking into work though, I need the money. I am going through a bankruptsy, losing my house, car. etc. My husband is still on workers comp, and off work until Janurary. He also has MS. I have had periods of major depression all week, last week too. I layed around and felt so disabled. I watched alot of tv, read alot of books, did mainly nothing. I sought support from my husband on all I am going through, about holding onto a job, dealing the best I can with Fibro, and life. I learned again, I will have to at it all alone, he offers no support, if anything he is emotionally damaging to my self esteem. I dont know what got me up and going at it again. I just do not want to give in to this Fibro, I still want to hang onto my dreams. Maybe I should just change my thoughts, compromise my dreams. I dont know. I guess I just needed to vent, let it all out on what I am going through right now. It all seems to just be crashing down on me all at once, and I havent anyone to talk to about it.