I believe this is the lowest I have been since being diagnosed. I'm thinking I wish this DD would kill me. I'm so out of control of my life. I have to depend on dr.s who don't know..My husband is so good, but I don't think he really understands. He has had to do my chores the last 2 nights, which I had been handling. (then I think where did my body go?) I simply cannot function without pain meds. I feel like I weigh 300 lbs and have the strength of a worm. I have been crying and can't stop. Well, I guess I'm just proving that depression is part of the DD tho it hadn't been for over 3 months. No, I still don't think it is. I'm just frustrated, mad, and feel like crap. I will make that dr. see me tomorrow and tell her I cannot be like this or or ..I don't know. Later when I'm calmer???better? still here?