I don't understand how it's possible to cope with this disease. I received no official diagnostic yet beside a pathetic lactose intolerance and Irritated Bowel Syndrome-C yet 7 months ago I started getting constipated, getting bloated while eating and nothing really that insane that I could compare to now, I had cramps of all kinds and started getting very tired. My doctor suspected celiac and for 3 months i wouldn't eat gluten only to feel sicker and sicker. I changed my diet so many times and could never eat to my satisfaction because of being constipated and bloated. Now this just sound like a digestive issue but then fatigue started settling in during the gluten-free phase. Even 16 hours of sleep would leave me feeling totally drained and unable to walk straight. Now this has been 7 months and it only got worse, now I have a headache since 2 months that comes and go throughout the day, my head is sniping randomly making me feel very dizzy. I keep getting weird nerve noise popping inside my head that I cannot explained, I can hear my veins in my head cracking and throughout my whole body, it's like I have severe nerve damage. I have to pee all the time, all I can do is be sick and have headache, it's all I'm good food. My legs are so weak and the my arms so numb, I cannot find a sleeping position because my arms get numb from any of them. It's also like I have a constant flu that doesn't go away. I spend the whole day in bed with an headache thinking of the next meal that will give me about 100calories top because i can eat so little. It seems I have cancer, brain tumor and more but doctors don't find anything. I can't digest any food for the most part, there is literally nothing left in the world for me to feel joy, although there are plenty of things I wanna do, I am to sick and in too much pain to do them. I don't understand how can people cope with feeling so ill, I tried just about every diet in the books and herb supplements and had many blood test done, x-ray and all came out fine. I used to workout 3 times a week and I always put the highest priority on my health, then one day I started getting ill and it only got worse. All of this makes no sense to me, I just wish my body would give up the fight now.