How do you guys manage a life. How do you keep the man/woman in your life happy with what little you have to give? I'm embarassed if I let someone in for them to see that I just don't have much to give them, but I feel i need a lot from them. I really don't get it. Are there people out there who want to be with someone who physically can't give like some of us can't. I guess if I weren't working I would have more to give probably but at this rate it just isn't possible. How do people do it? Man this is so tough. Working 2 jobs now, both of them combined I try to work no more then 25 or 30 hours though not always that little. I only started the second job(my old job) about a month and a half ago. I will have to quit the second job soon. I'm pushing hard to keep going. I can feel it coming but for now the extra cash is definately helping out. Problem is, I'm so tired. I go out wiht a friend friday night and I was so exhausted and weak he about had to carry me home from the movie. I get tired of being limited. I like to go dancing on thursday nights, once a month or every two months but I'm realizing I just can't do this because if I get in bed late it affects me for days afterwards. I guess it's a matter of having a schedule that works better for me. I'm sitting at work now and so darn tired. I woke up ok this morning and now that I'm at work I can't even workout, sitting in this chair is taking everything I have. I work in a fitness center. Part of it too is probably that I'm tryign to get rid of yeasts and parasites, etc..... I'm sure that I'm weaker then usual, maybe I should see it as a phase. But it seems these days/weeksk come no matter whether I'm trying to kill the baddies or not. Would love some input.