I have a three year old and a one year old. Some days seem so impossible. I spend my days trying to act like everything is fine and waiting for bedtime to come. I feel so guilty about this. Nothing upsets me more than to hear my three year old say, "mommy you hurting today." I don't want them to grow up thinking mommy wasn't available. Some days I feel like I'm so out of my league. Blessed to be a mom to two beautiful girls.