This is my second post, the first one was wonderful. Everyone was so nice and I sure felt better. Will my pain harm my body? I lost my beloved cat Daffney to epilepsy on Sunday and she was my main source of support. I helped her when her illness flared up and she helped me with my flare ups by being with me. I have the terrible 3's as I call it, fibromyalbia, cronic fatigue and myofacia all which seem to have settled in my chest. Daffney would lay on my chest and purr which made me feel better. There are no words to describe grief I feel now. My chest hurts so bad that each beat of my heart hurts. I was devestated when I was diagnosed with this disorder but knew I had an ally who would always be there. Knowing that she fought her illness to stay alive and function each day was so inspiring to me. We were medicine buddies, taking each at the same time. Now that she is gone I have no hope, no light, no one there to say "Hey, I can make it so you can too." I need to be here for my husband and my other cats but I am afraid my grief will be my downfall. The pain is so bad but the pain of losing Daffney is overpowering. In my grief am I hurting myself, my body and muscles? I hate this conditions and I hate myself.