I have been living with a man that is chronically depressed, but we stay together as roomies. It's a lonely existence and I have kept his secret for 30 years, that he is celibate, which makes me celibate. He keeps saying he will talk to the doctor but never does. I have had opportunities but when it is discovered I am "married", and also my children wouldn't approve, I do without the affection of a partner. My husband is distant with his children and relatives also, but likes to go to work, comes home and sleeps til he does it again the next day. He has apnea, has been told about having depression, but does not want to treat it. He talks about interacting more with his kids but never does, unless invited to be somewhere, I keep him informed what the family is doing, even his own relatives. My question is how would I survive on SS disability. How do you do it? and I know I can get a divorce for alienation of affection. What would he be required to pay? We live in a mobile home in a mostly retirement community. We live very simply. Thanks.