Not just the pain, but the diabetes, my husband and family. My husband attempted suicide last August and for two weeks we didnt know if her would ever wake up, much less walk. He was finally diagnosed with bipolar 2, and they have him on several meds. I realize he cant give me anything, he cant even take care of himself. 33 years of diabetes is wearing thin with me. Not to mention the fibromyalgia. I just feel so lost and alone. I have no close friends, they all disapeared years ago when the diabetes and fibro got really bad. I want to just run away, but the pain and health problems will just go with me. I think I am starting to feel like he did when he took all those pills, except I dont want to die, I just want all of this stuff to go away so I can live. I know most of you are in the same shoes, someone that does not have fibro does not understand. If I could get away, I have not had a vacation in over 10 years, and probably couldnt handle the ride. I am so tired! I am tired of having no money, I am tired of the cars not running, I am tired of not having anyone hug me! I have no support. Is there an answer, I just dont see the light at the end of the tunnel.