I am dancing as fast as I can and just realized I have responses and I have been up working already BUT I am going to read your comforting or reproving words in my recliner right now , just knowing I was heard in my plight will increase strength as I said my christian Home friends are pretty busy and I guess wrote me off thinking in MpD i was crazy and lost all respect and I wish I had never confided in them as MPD is not a mental illness but the DMS 2 will even tell you it is just a survival mechanism to help a child cope with uncoable situations in childhood. I am grateful for my healing most the time except when I just cant carry my burden alone. You on the internet are my only christian fellowship and I am so greatful. God bless you with his peace , Jubilee I am praising God as I believe in praising my way through my storms and of course i praise god for you and will lift each one of you to God as I read. Love to you all.