Everyhting is spiraling down from my dads g/f's sudden death and the drowning of a cousin from the past 2 weeks. I have been going through stuff at her house and trying to sort through stuff for the last few days. It is catching up with me. I have stooped and lifted one too many times. This is all emotionally draining having to go through her house and it's just so overwhelming. There is still so much that needs to be done, but I feel like I am about to fall over. I've had 2 good days this week and so I did way too much. This morn. it was a diff. story. I am very sore and achy all over. Feel so drained. Think I need to force myself to rest for a couple of days. I just feel like they need me right now, and I keep pushing myself. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.