Tomorrow is the dreaded "liver doctor" appointment. I have no clue what to expect and I broke down and told my husband about the appointment, even though I said I wouldn't, 'cause I REALLY didn't want him to go to this appointment with me. I just COULDN'T keep this big of a secret from him~~~he KNEW something was making me nervous, so I had to tell him. Well, he INSISTS on going with me like I KNEW he would. So, we have to be there at 9o a.m. in the morning. I am afraid that the doctor will be mean and my husband will kill him, OR that my husband will try to tell the doctor that I don't eat right and I don't exercise enough and that I worry about everything and I take too much medicine and I don't pray enough..............all of which is true, but I don't think HE should say it!!! As usual, I'm expecting to be told that it's all my fault that my liver enzymes have been sky-high for two years now! I hate to feel this way. Am I condemned to feel guilty about EVERYTHING I have or do???? Did I cause this DD anymore than my husband caused his Thyroid Disease or Graves Disease? I am actually afraid the doctor will say this. How do I know he won't be a masochistic you-know-what who believes this disease is all in my head? (can abnormal labs be psychosomatic???) This phobia goes way-back and I REALLY dread this appointment! HHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPP!