But my husband will have no part of it. He got a great job opportunity about 1 1/2 to 2 hours north of us that would require relocation. We drove up there one Sunday to look at stuff and spent not even an hour basically doing a "drive-by" of the town that is the only place we would consider living. It is a very well-known, nice, beautiful place with great schools for our 4 y.o. daughter. This should be a good thing. But I am falling apart and wanting to move less and less as each day goes by. Our house still isn't even close to putting on the market, but at the same time, as we are finally "finishing" it, it looks so nice and I am so, so sad to leave it. I really try not to get attached to material things, but we completely renovated this, my first house, and did most of it ourselves; plus, it's our daughter's only home, and basically everything is custom to exactly how we want it. The area we are moving to is quite expensive, and while we plan to build something even better, looking into renting something for the 2+ years 'til we can buy land and build a place is not going well. Rent prices are insane, and the places I've seen either are just filthy and disgusting and/or won't even hold our stuff (we don't have a large house by any means). We found one place we liked and were all set to sign a lease when the owners abruptly changed their minds and decided to sell the property. Bottom line, I CANNOT handle the stress of this, and I can't take "time off" or get a break as we are under severe time pressure (husband starts up there the beginning of Feb.). I was sick with the flu/bronchitis a few weeks ago and lost a lot of weight. I look awful, I am so sickly skinny, and while I do have "good" days, like yesterday, when I got stuff done, today I have felt awful, sluggish, and exhausted (I have CFS, so I know this is typical). I also am breaking out in little bumps all over my body (torso and back especially), as well as my face, and my skin is hyper-sensitive...all I know from stress. But hubby will NOT back off on anything and we're fighting bitterly about all of this. He refuses to believe anything about CFS and just tells me to get over it. Things are not good, but I can't even leave him because I am too sick to work and have no means of supporting myself. I don't qualify for disability, I have no family to rely on, and our 4 y.o. would be so screwed up if we weren't together. Believe me, I have thought about this intensely for quite awhile. So I really am stuck, at least for now. Is there any way I can get through this, or somehow get more options/get my husband to see I just can't handle all of it right now? My health is so obviously failing (I weigh 92 lbs.), but he still keeps pushing, and pushing, and pushing. I just don't know what to do. Thanks to anyone who will listen, and sorry I keep posting. I just really have NO ONE to talk to and this is so hard and getting worse each day!