I forgot how hard the holiday season is for a person with fibromyalgia. Every year it is the same thing but for some reason this year it is hitting me even harder. I don't have the energy to even think let alone shop, in a week my son will be home from college so I will have to be trying to be "happy". I know I sound depressed I am not I am just sick of this disease, sick of watching all my normal friends shop all day then go to parties that night when I can't even imagine doing one of those things let alone both all in one day. I have no relationship any longer because I can't find a man that will put up with my disease...they always leave saying "it's not you it's me". Whatever...there is a really good bargain I would love to go purchase today and I don't even have the energy to drive to the store let alone go in and buy it. Does anyone else feel this exhausted this time of the year?