Hi Friends- I am so upset. This has to be the worst thing around. I am talking about these disorders!! I can't sleep without taking sleep medicine and I was taking my son to school this morning half a sleep and on the way back home I hit two parked vehicles. My car looks horrible. It is out of commission for quite some time. If I didn't have children I don't know if I could handle all this. I am on Rocephin IV treatment for Lyme and they say I may have CFID'as many of you know. This is just so scary. I am also so afraid of my husband leaving. Where will we go. How will I raise my beautiful children like this. I keep praying. I started doing the positive thinking and it all went to hell today! My son could have been in the car. He even said to me once mommy wake up. I said I am not sleeping. I don't know what I am going to do. I am still working which is nuts, but I figured I would until I finish with the IV treatments so that I can be sure one way or another that I will be better after the IV treatments or the same.