Okay I have a date tomorrow and I am scared to go. He knows that I am ill but didn't tell him the name of my illness and everything involved. I just did not feel like telling him it all. Anyway I am learning how to keep my options open and learn how to date around. Am dating someone casually but he seems so busy with working so much, and his family and his friends, and does not seem to make time for me, and that is not what I want. I want someone who has and MAKES time for me. I know I am ill and home but it seems like he assumes that since I am home he can contact me whenever and that I will be available all the time which is not true. Sooooo I am following through in what I said I was going to do which is date around. For this new guy I kinda blew him off last year when I was overwhelmed with health, school, life and all. I emailed him back FINALLY and apologized for being late in replying back and not responding, and he responded back fast LOL Well he SEEMS nice and all. We will be meeting for coffee in the evening. I am just really nervous and scared LOL. Help calm my nerves!!!