I am posting this message to personally ask God to forgive me for my selfishness. I,ve been reading messages from a few of the friends here and feel terrible, but much better. Please forgive me Lord for feeling sorry for myself. There are many out here who have endured pain and illnesses much longer than I have and they are still going on. Forgive me for not having enough faith in you, especially in this time when I really need to. I know that you are in control of all that go on in our lives. I know that you, and only you, will help the doctors find out what is wrong with me, but in your time, not mine. Forgive me for not being patient with you, after all, you have been patient with me for all of my life. Lord I had a plan for my life, and you have a plan. I know that you are the best planner. I should not question you or ask, why me? I am blessed to be able to type on this computer because someone else isnt able. I am bless that the only problem that I have right now is with my legs, It could be my whole body. Forgive me Father for not seeing all of the blessings around me, my husband, my children, my home, and everything that you have BLESSED me with. I ACCEPT my problems and myself Father. I will no longer dwell on "WHATS WRONG". I will always think about "WHATS RIGHT" We all are getting the proper care, here on this message board......PRAYER......the best medicine of all. May we ALL continue to be blessed.