I have truly hit the bottom. Fibromyalgia have destroyed my life. I am only 43 and i live in my bed. I would have checked out long ago if I didn't have children. Isn't it sad when you are so low that you just hate to wake up. i can't tolerate med's very well...i have intolerable side effects. Besides, there is nothing good out there yet. The summer is over and the fall pain has hit. I am tired of having no purpose. I have no life. I am just a waste of space, food, and oxygen. I just can't face another long, snowy winter of nothingness.