I am sitting here just feeling so ALONE with my battle with FMS today. My boss has it, my family knows I have it, my husband knows, but I am still so very alone. Sorry, had to get that off my chest. I used to even go to a chronic pain support group at my church, but now it's like I am in a denial stage or something. ...I just can't get out how I feel. Like, partly I feel like the docs scoff at me, my husband expects me to do everything like a "normal person" and my family doesn't even talk about it. This is what is eating me up inside. Truly. And I feel weird even writing this I'm 25 years old living in a old woman's body and I feel like I can see myself getting worse, but there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. I guess I am not writing this to get pity, suggestions or advice, it's just something I needed to write, and if anyone out there would understand, I would hope it would be others (like people who are on this site). I am not looking into getting a cure or finding a new doctor or new treatment. I want to get to a point where I can actually accept this is really happening to me and it's not a dream...I am literally crying as I write this because I have had it almost 10 years now and it's taken this long to finally write this.