Another night of only 4 hours of sleep. My body is so tight this morning, i feel like i have been hit by a mack truck. I've been off work for almost 2 weeks and i'm going nuts. I hate sitting at home with nothing to do. I thought i could catch up on some reading, but i can't concentrate. I need to get some cleaning done around the house, but i'm so sore in the a.m. I feel better by noon, but than i'm so exhausted i could drop. For the last 4 days i have refused to allow myself the afternoon nap in hopes i would sleep but i still can't. The late afternoon is filled with my daughter and by time she is in bed i'm back to being sore and tight again. I need to go back to work, but am having a hard time finding an office job....i was a nurse for 13 years so i'm hoping that not being on my feet all day i can still manage to have a job. I don't know how i can handle a job, i can't even manage to go to the store by myself. Well i just needed to vent. I'm going to take my daughter to school this morning and than i'm coming back home. The hell with the world i'm sleeping all day today!